唯有悲伤，肆意绽放

当我想到，连这世上自己最亲近的人都不能理解自己时，便悲伤起来，一想到尽管有办法使她理解自己，却又拿不出那份勇气时，就越发悲伤。我感到异常孤独，常常觉得只有我一个人住在这荒无人烟的世界上。——夏目漱石《心》
曲名：To Blossom Blue
歌手：Lake of Tears（泪湖乐队）
所属专辑：Forever Autumn
发行年代：1999
风格：哥特金属 Gothic Metal
介绍：1999年6月，Lake Of Tears开始着手第四张专辑《Forever Autumn》（永远的秋），Christian Saarinen的加入使这专辑多了更丰富的键盘音乐元素。专辑所有的歌曲都出于Daniel Brennare之手。这张专辑已经不太金属了。里面出现了许多非常慢速抒情的曲调。这也许是Lake Of Tears心情历程的写照吧。
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展开歌词

Under the Burden of Adversity, 1938 – Teodor Axentowicz文/玛丽·奥利弗，译/马丁格要爱悲伤。她现在是你的了。给到你手的，
你都必须
照顾好。给她梳头，帮她
穿上小外套，牵着她的手，
特别是过马路的时候。因为，想想吧要是弄丢了她会怎样？弄丢了她，你自己就成了
悲伤；她憔悴的面庞，整夜无眠
都变成你的。要小心，抚摸
她的额头，让她感到自己不孤单。要微笑，让她不至于
完全忘记教训之前的世界。
要非常耐心。永远不要
对她撒谎，不要离开她哪怕片刻，也就是说，不要让她感到
被抛弃。她是奇怪的，静默的，困难的
有时难以控制，但请记住，她是个孩子。
奇妙的事情会发生。你也许会看到，当你们俩
在晨光中结伴同行，她会
一点点放松下来；她环顾四方，
开始成长。Love SorrowLove sorrow. She is yours now, and you must
take care of what has been
given. Brush her hair, help her
into her little coat, hold her hand,
especially when crossing a street. For, think,what if you should lose her? Then you would be
sorrow yourself; her drawn face, her sleeplessness
would be yours. Take care, touch
her forehead that she feel herself not soutterly alone. And smile, that she does not
altogether forget the world before the lesson.
Have patience in abundance. And do not
ever lie or ever leave her even for a momentby herself, which is to say, possibly, again,
abandoned. She is strange, mute, difficult,
sometimes unmanageable but, remember, she is a child.
And amazing things can happen. And you may see,as the two of you go
walking together in the morning light, how
little by little she relaxes; she looks about her;
she begins to grow.